Last Day of CNY

the 1st post for my 2010 is on the last day of CY.

I back into blogging because i cant find any place o anyone for me to say, write or even share with.

i just back frm my long long 3 weeks CNY vaccation in Melaka as well as 3 days trip in Johor Bharu. I had learned alot of things in the days i live with my grandparents.

i felt so happy to be wid them and even when i apart frm them this morning.. i cried.
I can 100% said that i m soft- hearted person. Easy to believe people and also an easy crying person.

I reached Brunei at 3pm then Mumy bring me go painian~ then around 6pm i follow mmy go fetch my sis and i told her to drop me at mall and she go back painian agen~

He is de 1st person i will think of when i back Brunei~ I'm like without any orders.. will automatically told him wher m i.. what i do~ evendor He nut reli my　who who who lohh.. But i jiu shi gt na me yi dian de xi huan him kua.. he also noe it.. but he reject~ but yet he still care of me..~ I miss every moment wid him~ can unexpectedly get something surprise~

so i went to mit him ther... he havent got his dinner.. so i treat him loh... c him eating and suddnly
i felt bit of jealousy when he told he dat he in love wid someone.. wat he do. wat he said.... i really wana ask him to stop or even pretend not listening to him.. then he will touch my head like treating me dat i m xiao meimei~

mayb i m a bit selfish dat i want him to belong to me Only but it never happened at all~ even in future i guess.. i juz appreciate every moment i wid him~ even a single second.. a glance to him also can fulfill my hearts..

after dinner, he said wan go arcade sing2.. however it full~ so v went to fun arcade.. i purchase 2 token to 2 songs only~ He said he gna sing to me~... so i sang 不做你的朋友 by she　and i choose a song for him to sang to me~ 终于说出口　by xiao yu~..

He relly sang well even without music..like wat he always do b4 on fone~i almst cry whn i listen de song he sang and lay on his shoulder..~ the feeling is juz cant mention... so sweeeet~

then afterdat. v back to arcade to continue sing agen~ nw is the time for indonesia version.. juz noe dat v both love peterpan songs.. then v sang 2 songss of them...then

fone rang~ mmy come fetch me le... he peii me down de escalator.. and gave me a "secret" gift.. SO happy.. felt like we r couple.~ but it nver happen tho~ we total spent a $10 note which give me a happy moment with him.. i felt it is worth-ed ....

then jiu go home le lohh..~i opened my FB n MSn.. and nw bloging...
[reading the words that she said made my heart so pain~ so so so jealous....]
blehhhsssssss......... <3 hearts him always~